its have been a long time ago

so hello guys! its have been a long time i din't update my blog right? so im here just stop by and to story something. lately, im feeling lost and im fucking lost hahahahaa fuck. yah right. im lost. "loneliness is my best friend" seem to be right! what i know is to stand up straight and get up! this is reality. dream dont come true. 

i keep on telling my self to face the reality. but i cant.....i cant even stand up straight, cant even face the reality. cause im scared. scared to death. yeah right. im nuts right? ikr i admit it. just....nvm let it be. 

im here just to share what i feel right? ok yah bye guys have a nice night and dream muah